Am I bi or hormones or ocd?

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Hey everyone, I wanted to get some closure before we get shut down. So ever since puberty hit me I’ve been having these weird gay intrusive thoughts. So it all started when my friends and i we’re watching ... and i say somthing gay. I kinda liked it, and thought nothing of it. Then about 2 weeks later my ocd kicked in and I’ve been crazy for a long time now. After that I started testing myself and stuff. I even used to look at my friends sometimes, ofc they were covered tho. Idk somthing about being with another person arouses me. My hormones have been raging, and I think their starting to die down. I don’t really like gay stuff anymore, and it just dosent arouse me in the real world. I picture myself with a hot af women. I am for sure that I need to quit watching... because i perfer that over my imigination. I just hate these thoughts. When I see a good looking guy tbh I don’t really know how to act, and I don’t think anything sexual or romantic I just think “ wow he’s handsome” and sometimes get butterflies, but I don’t have a crush in the guy or anything like that. It’s just smt weird that happens to me. When I see a girl I like I think sexually and romantic, but don’t get butterflies instead my mind races on how I can get to be with her. What do you guys think. I can’t see myself with a dude! And yes I am diagnosed with OCD and ADHD, not trying to make stuff up.

Update:

also I went through a couple phases in the past, so maybe it is?! Idk

Update 2:

Is their any way to reverse the thoughts???

Update 3:

Also I don’t really want to have seggs with a dude a female attracts me more

Update 4:

I don’t mean to be rude but when I was a kid I wasn’t feminine, but I think once or twice I tried on mail polish, and I think that was cause I liked to paint? Idk I never wore my momes clothes and have always loved boobs! I still get hard from them. I know I should so stupid but I think this is just ocd but lmk what you think

Update 5:

I think anything sexual gets me aroused, but I think I’m straight

Update 6:

One thing is sometimes my mouth waters around a hot person. Anyone. Idk why I sometimes don’t even like the person

Update 7:

But I do like lesbian stuff

Audrey · Accepted Answer

You're a normal straight guy. Enjoy it!

Anonymous · Answer

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Am I bi or hormones or ocd?

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