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major suicidal thoughts again?
I am physically & emotionally drained right now. It's 1.25am here, I've had 2 hours sleep in the past 2 days & when I tried to go to sleep before the suicidal ideations came thick & strong, along with really detailed plans taking into account things I have the means to do.
I am so over this happening so often. I know I can get through them, but now I just keep wondering why I bother. Afterall, I'll get through this one & in a few days there will be another one.
Why does life have to suck so much & why can't it just give me a break.
I have a great psychiatrist, I have a diagnosis - borderline personality disorder, I am medicated & compliant with my medication but lately nothing is helping - not helped by having a son with brain tumours who is very very sick at the moment
3 Answers
- LilaLv 71 decade agoFavourite answer
I am so sorry for your suffering, but there is help and there are many safe medications that a psychiatrist can prescribe after a correct diagnosis. This doesn't get better. Your life is number one and those who love you would be devastated if you harmed yourself. During these times you are unable to feel that you are loved and you are special. I have crisis/support numbers for the US but unfortunately not for your country. Please see a psychiatrist. With the right help you can live a happy and productive life. Please do this.
- 1 decade ago
Some time our lives get really bogged down with general life issues. When you add not sleeping well it only drains you more. Try to think about the positives in your life. Things can get better if you believe it will.
- 1 decade ago
I am sorry you are so down on life right now, but it will get better.. PROMISE. If you are still young then you should try to get out more and try new things that bring happiness to you and you will see how big of a difference that will do. Go get some sleep but really don't do something stupid you will be missed greatly even if you don't see it now.
