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I don't wish this for attention or to miraculously live through something others don't I seriously wish I was sick. And I want the pain and I want to do it alone I wouldn't want anyone to know. I don't know if I am depressed or what. Does anyone else have urges like this?

Who thinks Danielle Panabaker would have made a better Bella? Here is a picture of her. I think she is a better actress than Kristen Stewart. At least Danielle has more than one facial expression...

http://www.nndb.com/people/365/000110035/

When I look at lights they seem to have lines of light coming out of them so they are shaped like a star with lots of points. Does that happen to everyone? They have looked this way to me as long as I can remember but I think it might be getting worse. It seems to be a lot more distracting when I drive at night than it used to be but I'm not sure.

I found a website that had great fan fics for the bones tv show but I can't remember what it was. All I know is that about 8 months to a year ago the website was all purple. It had a list of all the stories and other forums on the left side. There were a lot of them that said to post the name of your favorite character and stuff but I just wanted the stories. If anyone knows what site this might be please answer! there were some stories that I was reading and kind of forgot about but would love to go back to them now. Thanks so much!

as i said in my previous question i have horrible internet connection i get two bars at most and it is way slow. will a usb wireless extender speed it up? and how do i know what kind to get? i cant look at the router because its in a different apartment and i dont know who the internet service provider is. thanks!

is there any way to get wireless internet without plugging into the wall except for power? my apartment has internet but it is horrible. i only get one or two bars and it is off more than it is on. the router is in the apartment next to mine and i don't think mine has anywhere to plug one in. please tell me there is something i can do that is not super expensive! thanks so much

my sister and i want to rent a car for spring break. how old does a person have to be to rent one?

and would any companies allow us to drive out of the US to mexico? probably cancun. approximately how much would this cost to have it for 8-9days?

I am a figure skater and it started one day after falling a lot but i don't remember any kind of pop or immediate pain i just noticed it afterward. Now i haven't even skated for a few months but it still hurts often. it gets worse when I've been out in the cold or have been putting pressure on it. It pops a little when i rotate my hand around my wrist but it has done that my whole life. It mostly hurts when i bend it up or back and put any pressure on it. I can't use it do support me if i want to jump up on something or get out of a swimming pool because it hurts so much. I am only 19 and it is only in my right wrist. Thanks so much.

i played a few and i really like them. only the people in on the secret know how to play and everyone else gets confused and frustrated it is really funny. the ones i know are chinese writing where you have a bunch of random objects and you and one other person know how to play. the other person goes out of the room and you and the group pick somebody in the group. then you lay the stuff down and pretend to set it up it just looks like a pile of junk then you sit in the same position as the person that you "spelled" their name. when your friend comes back they look around and figure out who you are sitting like and say thats who it is. the group gets angry but its way funny. know any more like this?

I am thinking about signing up to sell Avon. I'm 18 so this business thing is very new to me. How much do the brochures cost? And how do you put in the orders? And how do you collect the money for them? If you have a busy schedule can you just do everything online? How do the reps get paid? Sorry so many questions. Any answers to them would be amazing :)

Thanks!!

I am a figure skater and I need a new song for a program. I don't anything dramatic or boring. I was thinking upbeat, fun or ballarina ish.

Any Ideas?

Thanks!!

the name is his daughters name with song so like Ashley's song but i cant remember her name. i think it talks about being in the truck and she plays twenty questions with him and he doesn't expect the question she asks. help please! :)

i am in a group skating to the garden by mirah. they did it on so you think you can dance but we cant have skanky outfits like that girl wore. we are going to wear tutu like skirts that are long just past the knee but we need tops any ideas?? :)

i have harlick's currently and love them but they are worn out so i am looking for new ones. I have my axel and my double salchow consistent and am working on the rest of my doubles. my current boot is the competitor plus. what would be the best boot for me? since i already know my size can i order them myself or would it be better to have someone that is experienced with fitting skates order them for me? do the high tester boots have the flex notch in them? do all harlick's have the shiny finish on the white part of the boot?

For example in finding nemo they have a buzz lightyear toy in the toy box in the dentists office. Have you noticed things like this in other disney movies?

the first song i am skating to is "Objection" by shakira and the second song is "Istanbul not Constantinople" but it doesnt have the words its just the music. I skate at preliminary level so i need a good dress. the objection one is for Artistic. other skaters know what im talking about. if you could help it would be great and even better if there is a picture of it. also im 16 and not the skinniest person in the world so no child sizes. i usually wear about adult medium.

thanks for trying to help me.